Still Figuring Things Out

I am a teen guy living in the U.S. I am currently struggling with undiagnosed depression and anxiety disorder. I am always stressed. I hate my body. I am fat and disgusting. I want to be thin. I also self harm. If you want to talk just send me an ask! I like talking to people on here. I also don't know my sexuality yet. Am I gay? Straight? Bi?? I don't know. I'm living in confusion.

WARNING: Some posts may be triggering!

Jun 4 '12

Hopefully time to get some sleep…

Goodnight!

Jun 4 '12

I think people often forget, “Love thy neighbor as thyself.”

Even if you aren’t religious, it still has good meaning. And if you are religious, then why have you forgotten this? Does it say, “Love thy neighbor as thyself. Unless they are…”? No, it does not. 

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Jun 4 '12

I fucking hate thunderstorms.

They scare me :(

Jun 4 '12

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Jun 4 '12

awakened-soul asked:

i do not know you but I love you more than you'll ever know. you are the best possible thing to have happened to the universe simply because you exist. YOU are not alone. you share the same space as everything in creation as well as me. we are connected! I am sending you love, light, Truth, understanding, positivity, and clarity straight from my energy field to yours. there will be positive a shift in your mind that is going to happen tonight. you are beautiful and I love you so so so much <3

Oh thank you <3 This means so much to me. And I hope you’re right about the positive shift in my mind. You are too kind. I literally smiled at this. Thank you so so so much! <3

Jun 4 '12

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Jun 4 '12

Anonymous asked:

no disrespect to the other anon, but not holding your girlfriends hand doesn't make you gay. i think i understand were you coming from with the sexuality confusion. i've just decided that i'll be straight when i have a girlfriend, and gay if i have a boyfriend.

I agree with you. I’m just saying I’m bi since I’m attracted to both guys and girls. But that might change. Who knows? I’ll just have to figure it out I guess. But I like your way of deciding :)

Jun 4 '12

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Jun 4 '12

Anonymous asked:

I'll be back. One more question though, is it a possibility that in some realm, you're afraid to hold your girlfriend's hand or kiss her because you might not be as attracted to her as you think? It's just a little question. I'll talk to you again. I'll sign every time it is me talking. -S

That could be a possibility I guess. I’m not sure. I think it’s a combination of a few things. This is my first real relationship, I am very timid, and I don’t want to mess the relationship up. So who knows that could be a possibility. Come back soon! And don’t be afraid of coming off anon. I swear I’m not that scary to talk to. (I hope I’m not at least..)

Jun 4 '12

Anonymous asked:

I'm just a curious guy who is in the same ship as you. I'm bi, but more into men. Never been kissed, never even held a person's hand. I can't come off anon. I'm too shy. Best of luck in your journey. I must go. Hugs and kisses. -S

I’ve never had a kiss either. Or even held my girlfriend’s hand. I’m pathetic like that. Please don’t go. Everyone leaves. I swear I don’t bite. I’d love to get to know you cause you seem like a great person!

Jun 4 '12

Blocked from sending anymore asks :P

Jun 4 '12

Anonymous asked:

If a guy asked you to be his boyfriend and you thought of him as attractive, but you were still with your gf, would you accept his proposal?

I couldn’t. That would be cheating on my girlfriend. And I couldn’t hurt her like that. Who is this? You can come off anon. I’ll keep the conversation private.

Jun 4 '12

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Jun 4 '12

Anonymous asked:

Would you date a guy?

I’ve always wanted to. I just think it would be really hard for me. I think if I was single and the right guy came around at the right time then I’d try it. But sadly, I think it would have to be a secret relationship at least until I’m comfortable with people knowing.

Jun 4 '12

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